Chanukah Meditations

Chanukah Meditations:

G-d’s lamp is the person’s soul.  Proverbs 20, 27   –   נר ה’ נשמת אדם – משלי כ,כז

“Without miracles, we might come to believe that the laws of physics define reality.  Once we witness the inexplicable, we see that there is a higher reality.  And then we look back at physics and say, “This too is a miracle.”

The miracle of a small flask of oil burning for eight days was this sort of miracle.
Then there are those small miracles that occur everyday.  Those acts of synchronicity we call “coincidence,” because in them G-d prefers to remain anonymous.  But when we open our eyes and hearts, we see there is truly no place void of this wondrous, unlimited G-d.  These were the sort of miracles the Maccabees saw in their battles against the mighthy Greek army.”  Based on letters and talks of the Lubatvitcher Rebbe.  With permission from

“The miracle of Chanukah teaches us that there is a light deep inside of us that cannot be extingusished.  It is HaShem’s light.”  Rav Sholom Brodt, Rosh Yeshiva, Yeshvat Simchat Shlomo.

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Toda v’Chanukah Sameach!






Teachings on Parshat Miketz & Chanukah

Blessings, so many brachot, for a bright, shining, illuminating Chanukah Sameach.
May HaShem bring each of you to experience the miracle of discovering the vile of pure olive oil untouched by any foreign influence within yourselves.  May you take that ohr ganuz, concealed light, and me’galeh, reveal it outward from the private domain to the public domain, pushing away all the thick darkness in the world.  Be true to yourselves always – Chanukah means no disguises as we show our real faces to each other.
Remember, chevra, “A little light banishes much darkness.”

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